Monday, February 27, 2012

Monday Weigh in and questions answered

Today's scale reading was 194.7.  I'm okay with that but not where I had hoped to be at the end of February.  Hopefully when I do my measurements I will see improvement later on in the week.

So, friends read my blog but then email me or call me with questions so I thought I would answer a few on here just in case you wondered the same thing.

Q. Do you do any special diet?
A. Not really.  I focus on eating lean proteins, shopping the perimeter of the grocery store, and making meals that I want to eat and that my family would want to eat.  I watch portion sizes and stay away from Candy, highly processed/refined foods, foods high in carbohydrates and sugars.  I have cravings which I will occasionally give in to but for the most part, I eat lean and green.

Q. What do you do when you work out?
A. I am training for my first 1/2 marathon so I work out 6 days a week.  On Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Saturday I run.  during the week I run 3-5 miles per day depending on the day and on Saturday I do whatever my long run is.  This coming Saturday is a 7 mile run.  I do all my running currently on a treadmill (I know, it's as grueling as you think it is) but hope to make the transition to outside sometime mid-march.  On those days I also do abdominal work when I am done.  On Tuesdays and Fridays I do resistance training and focus on my arms, chest, back, abs, glutes, and hamstrings.  I use all free weights and my own body resistance and do it in circuits.  I get my inspiration off of sites like pinterest and before I head to the gym have a pretty good idea of what I am going to do when I get there.  it normally takes me an hour to get everything done.

Q. Do you have a play list you listen to?
A. I do not.  I listen to Pandora on my iphone.  They have some workout stations so I set it to one of those and start moving.

Q. What pace do you run at?
A. Comfortably I can run at a 5.7 on the treadmill.  My goal is really to run comfortably at 6.0.  I'll get there.  When I started in January, I had a hard enough time with a 5.0 pace so each day is easier.

Q. Is it hard to track your food?
A. No, not at all.  I track it on 'myfitnesspal.com'.  It's a great app and site and recommend you check it out if you are looking for an easy way to look at what and how much you are eating.  I am certain there are other apps, I just found this one and really like it.

Q. Do you have goals beyond your weight?
A. I think you have to otherwise it's a sick obsession.  I have goals for jeans I want to fit into.  I have a pair hanging in my closet just waiting for my waistline to shrink and fit into them.  I have goals for running distance/time for example, I wanted to run a 5K in under 30 minutes - on the treadmill I can do that but I want to do that in a real event.  I'm always putting goals out there, it gives me something to continually work for and keeps me motivated to keep working at it.

Q. Why have you failed before and think this time is different?
A. I try not to focus on my previous failures but I will say this - You have to be more than motivated.  Motivation is what gets a person to take action but it's determination that makes you keep working toward your goal.  So, I focus on "small wins" and celebrate those and take the rest as lessons learned.  I don't base my success on anybody else but myself and my actions.  There is a saying that says, 'if you fail to plan, you plan to fail'.  I try to put the right things in place so that I don't fail.  Examples:
  • Set my clothes out the night before to go to the gym in the AM
  • Put healthy snacks in my bag and keep them at work so I don't eat cake or candy when I am hungry
  • I tend to drink more water when I have a straw so I keep straws around so that I drink enough water
  • Use my fitness pal to track my food so I know what I can and cannot have - I will also look items up before I cook or order them so I know if I have enough calories left in the day
  • Tell friends and family about my goals so that I have a good support system
  • Find motivational quotes that keep me focused and in a positive mind set
There are other things I probably do but I can't think of them at this moment.  So, how is this different than before?  It's not really, I just think my determination is stronger and I have a lofty goal a head of me - 13.1 miles. 

So, that is it for now but if you think of something, you can always feel free to give me a call or email. 

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Oops, Monday came and went

I have been so busy and I honestly tried to update the blog but for some reason it wouldn't let me type in the body so apparently the issue is resolved.

I weighed in today at 193.  18.4 pounds down thus far.  I just smile thinking about it because it really is kinda crazy to think about.  Here are small wins lately:
I fit into a pair of khakis I have not worn since winter 2010.  So excited about that.
  • I ran 3 miles in 29:27 today (two seconds better than my previous PB)
  • my face is less chubby - I can see that in pictures and I like that because it tends to be where everyone looks first
  • A co-worker said she could tell I had lost weight today.  They say it takes others 8 weeks to notice any difference
  • My 'comfort pace' is up to a 5.7 on the treadmill... I remember hardly being able to stand a 5.0!  So crazy to think about.
  • I am IN LOVE with my fitness pal!  It's my friend and I am obsessed with it.  Makes me feel like I have control over my eating habits
  • I am less tired and have more energy - so great since spring is around the corner!!!!  Can't wait to run outdoors more in the coming weeks
So, lots of little wins but they say slow and steady wins the race so I'll keep at it because I love the results I'm seeing. :)

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Big wins today

Today = good day and here is why:
  • I weighed in at 194.7 this AM... it counts but it doesn't because it isn't the official weigh in day. 
  • I ran 3 miles in 29:29.  Woot!  I kinda wanted to puke at the end but I didn't (another small win :)
  • I went shopping with a very good friend of mine this afternoon and fit into some really cute jeans but I didn't buy them - nope, I bought the jeans two sizes smaller so that I have a goal to fit into those suckers (no, it's not crazy, it's motivation!)
  • I fit into my old jeans - yes kids, I fit into the clothes I put away two months ago.  I'm beyond excited.  but I am not going to stop there, I have work to do.
  • Even though I woke up late, I still got my ass to the gym for a workout and just rushed in my routine to get to work... and I got there on time - yay!
So all in all, some good wins for me.  The hubs and H got me a massage for valentines day and I can't wait to get the massage but I told myself I need to get to 20 pounds down before I will do that so there is more motivation for me to keep going.

Monday, February 13, 2012

the dreaded scale

Its here again, my day to weigh in.  The scale read 197.3 this morning.  And I'll be honest, this weekend it was 195.7 so you can read my disappointment.  I am literally running my ass off at the gym.   I completed my 5 mile run on Saturday and then I did a 3 mile run today, gradually increasing my speed so overall I ran 3 miles in 30:31 today.  I was SWEATY but I feel good, my clothes are fitting better and better.  I just want the fat to melt off and it's not doing this as fast as I want.... I know, instant gratification. 

So, I'm still tracking my food and my measurements and hoping those results at the end of month 2 are better than month 1.  I sure hope so because that can be so unmotivating.  Tomorrow starts my day to add in resistance training so I'll let you know how that goes.  I just want to feel like all my hard work and self control is paying off, if you know what I mean!

Friday, February 10, 2012

WTF

Sometimes I just want to be like, 'fuck it all, I'm eating the shit out of this."  But then my normal, rational self sets in.  I got on the scale and i am not kidding, it read 199.5 today.  W.T.F?  I have been running my ass off for this marathon training and i am eating like a freaking rabbit (meaning gobs of vegetables).  I'm tracking my food, drinking tons of water, sleeping for at least 8 hours each night.... geez.

So focus on the positive:

My clothes look great on me
I can tell a huge difference in my energy
My hair is better - is that not weird?
People are noticing and telling me how good I look
I can run 4 miles without stopping
I ran my best 5k time yesterday in 31:17
I still enjoy running (after I get through the first 1.5 miles)
I feel stronger
I don't crave things that are bad for me, i.e. sugar/sweets/empty carbs
Hello, my water intake is amazing (figured out I drink more water when through a straw)

So, those are all wins and I should not pay attention to the evil number on the scale but it's so hard not to!!!  What is the deal?  Geez.  Deep breath.  I'm going to keep going though and I will not give up.  I will make my goal if it takes me two years!

Monday, February 6, 2012

ergh.

Well... my weigh in today left me to feel a little bummed.  198.6 and I swear, I was super good this week, running my tush off.  Sometimes I wonder if I don't eat enough calories but anyway, not gonna get down just going to keep going.  It doesn't help that my monthly friend is in full force right now... I know, tmi.  But, it's my blog so deal!